Struggling to let out everyday ..
It keeps trying cause it is painful ..
But more painful is the thought of the consequences that will follow if it does…
How long will it hold, how long will it wait …
How long will it keep calm and patient ..
It holds on .. Feels the pain ..
Cause it doesn’t want anyone else to feel the same ….
It keeps waiting, waiting to let all out..
To ease itself of all the pain..
But what will happen if it does so ..
Once the things come out ..
It will be happy, satisfied, lighter, at peace ..
But a peace that will bring along pain and sorrow too …
Guilt, shame and loss ..
And so it chooses to die everyday..
Only to live ..
Lives ..to make someone smile ..
Lives ..to make someone proud ..
Lives ..to satisfy ..
Lives ..only to die ..!!